Don’t really know whats gonna happen next huh ?

Alright as u all know im a student on
budget esspecially in US….i know that sucks…with all the nice
clothings around u all u can do is just window shop…well i found a
better way to get some extra income for FREE….yes u heard me i say
free…i know u might think this is some bullshit…well…i started 4
weeks ago and now i have more than 10USD….i know its not much but hey
it will grow…let me show u the web page just incase u don’t know what
im talking about :

http://adbux.org/?r=joegene89

http://bux.to/?r=joegene89

Let me explain how this work….all u need is a paypal account where u can sign up at www.paypal.com…that
is how they are going to pay u….through paypal….i do alot of online
shopping so i use paypal alot to pay for my items…u can also ask them
to credit into ur credit card in paypal….

secondly sign up for
adbux and buxto….and basicly all u need to do is just to click
advertisements and they’ll pay u 0.01USD per advertisement
clicked…the more u click the more u will earn…sounds easy enough ?
its free cash….personally i remember in high school some of my
friends offer me to join some company to invest a lil money on….i
denied it because it cause money to enter and its too dangerous…but
this one is toltally different…its toltally free…so what are u
waiting for ? Oh one more thing….i have a software that autoclicks
the advertisements for u so….what more can i say all u need to do is
leave ur computer on and the program running….$$ are entering ur
pocket as it is entering mine right now as im writting this blog….so
don’t hesitate….if u want more details…drop me a message in
msn….thx for reading

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See ya there k….

Alright My first assigment on Analysis of Form class is about drappery…I’m very excited to do this project cause i’ve not had that much drawing in my life and i’m toltally looking foward to it…From here on u’re gonna see what it takes or how long it takes me to complete it…it requires HUGE amount of patient to complete it and i’m very proud of it…enjoy…

This is my set up of drapes….cost me 20 bucks for both cloth…which means Rm 70…sigh*…(wallet bleedin)

Did the outline and shaded in some shadows…for both cast and form shadows which too me around 7-8 hours straight to do…

Next is to Put in the back ground and smooth out the 5 value system….3 hours to fill in the back ground and darken shadows around it….This is where it get to a point where i couldn’t see my hand without the lights….

This is where i sit while working on my assignment…Thank god i have this nice arm chair…It kinda turn black after the whole assignment especially the place where i put my arm…Cough*(too much charcoal dust in my room)

This the complete sprayed with Fixative….*Cough Cough…(Chocking on chemical)

Nowi’ll just have to Frame it up which im doing right now…hahaha….and….DONE…this is the complete graded drappery on my first assigmnet…Woo Hoo !!

I’ll Just put in some picture that i’ve drawn in class…Dun laugh at it cause its pretty bad….Sobs*

A lil doggy

I still got alot of it but lazy to post them up….its just a taste of what i’m having in class…

Ok since alot of u would like to know how my dorm looks like here’s some picture i took…before u view the pictures i’ll just briefly explain a lil bout my dorm….This Dorm is called the Commodore….used to be a hotel a month ago before we move in…My university(AAU) bought it over i think for some reason….everyone in this dorm has a meal plan 3 meals per day and 2 meals per weekends and 3 meals every weekdays..ok i think u guys are getting bored with the explaination…Alright Alright…here’s the pictures…ENJOY !!(Click the Pictures so u can have a full view)

Guess which one is my bed…..hmmm….its very easy actually….of course its the bottom one….if u look closely its a harry potter bed sheets and pillow case and blanket so its pretty cool…i’m not being childish…it was on sale so i took it…

This is the tv….which has 81 channels….which is amazing to me for a normal cable tv !!


This is my lovely laptop….The ASUS F3sv-B1…specs are Intel Santa rosa Core 2 Duo 2.20 Ghz…2 gig rams…160 GB hard drive….15.4 inch Glossy look…a Geforce 8600M GS grafic card….Thank god  i got this laptop…its a power house


This is my room’s toilet…Look pretty good actually…haha…I even got a tub !! Take that !!


This is the Walk-In Closet….hell….sigh*…..its even bigger than my house’s closet….


This is all the Shoes…and sandal i use……Adidas…Timberland…Nike Shox….Ciplak brand…LOLxx

Ok Thats all for how my room looks like…be sure to drop ur comments k….thx

Ok so living here i kinda get use to the long walk since thats the only current transportation  that i have and the shuttle ain’t workin till school starts….so yesterday was my International orientation….i got up early and get ready to the main building which is like 4km probally…took me half an hour to get there with one hand holding my back and the other holding a city guide book…since i’m walking by myself so i have try to ask for directions and the people here are nice enough to tell u where it is…so no worries getting around the city by my own..so orientration was not bad actually…There’s like poeple from all 26 different countries came here to study…they have people from korea, japan, russia, australia, new zealand, sri langka, indonesia, malaysia, man…i thought i was the only malaysian here apparently  not i think there’s one more…sweet huh !? oh by the way i haven’t got a roomate yet and i have the room all by myself…Thank god for that…and the dorm that i’m currently staying is actually a hotel but the academy bought it over i think. ..so the room definitely looks like a hotel…nice huh ? The pictures will be uploaded as soon as my laptop  arrives…can’t wait.. this is just a short post…sorry bout that

Alright so i’ve made it to the US and now currently using the mac pc in the basement of my Dorm…if u’re wondering which part of US im in….its san francisco…i just had my breakfast and thought of doing a lil blogging cause i got nothing to do…its been a wiold experience for me living here…made me realise how high the standard here and how polite the people are…in every restaurant i’ve eaten in(believe me i’ve eaten quite alot) whenever u enter a restaurant or shops or some clothing department people will come on an immidiate attention to come greet u and help u look for stuff that u need….that made me think back when i was back in malaysia it happened to me lots of time….i walked into a mamak stall fins a place to sit and waited few hours and nobody came to take my order i was so frustrated and it even spoil my mood to eat…u get what i mean right…all the workers are like half dead and when u order a roti telur they gave u just a roti biasa….i mean like its bad enough to have to wait for the food even a simply thing also takes hours to make and when finnaly the food came…it wasn’t what u order or its cold or some kinda of problem with the food…and when u ask for the food to be exchanged…the waiter will give "the look" and mumbles after they take the plate away and when the replacement arrive they’ll slightly throw it to ur table and the worst case is the food ins’t right again….i’m sure u get what i mean and this is for those of my frens who’s doing culinary arts….pls don”t end up like them….would like to see u guys maintain a standard as high as here…put ur heart to things that u do and always accept complaints from unsatisfied customers…believe me it can make u and ur restaurant gain more customers than losing them…i know u’re probally saying " I don’t need u to tell me what i should do and its non of ur Fking buisness " thats what they all say isn’t it ? San francisco has the nicest weather among other cities…the weather changes all the time sometimes its warm with a lil breeze….and sometimes its freezing but u won’t see snow even in winter….downtown is like a windtunnel so there’s wind 24/7 all the time…for those of u who have not visted here i suggestu come for holiday cause its a nice place and u can get lots of branded things for a much cheaper price….things like timberland, nike, adidas, northstar, levi’s and so on i’ll upload  some pictures of what my dorm looks like and an inside look to my room…LOL and also some pictures how the city looks and stuff Oh and my US phone number is
415-368-6345
I think that probally enough for now will blog somore later i guess…

Today has not been a happy day for me…the whole day was pretty lonely…normally when in this kind of lonely situation i would think of stuff that i’ve done…not suprisingly i thought bout why did i make the decision to broke up with the only angel i had in my whole life who taught me what love was all about…well i asked my self is it worth it ? Then i paused a moment there where time freezes and u feel u’re in a place where u feel really empty and not a sound not even a whisper from the wind…think back watching Samurai X : The betrayal where in the middle of the episode kenshin told his wife that he’s going for a war or something like that and even thou her wife feels sad bout it she understand what kenshin wants so then kenshin left…..after a few years both kenshin and his wife was infected by some kind of diesease and was going to die….just after the war kenshin was pretty weak and he had a fren who swore to get him back to japan to his wife….the last episode nearly made me cry out….it was damn touching….that time when kenshin finally arrive in japan(he was probally half dead and coulnd’t walk properly because of the diesease) and his wife too came out of the house….u can actually see how painful both inviduals are trying to reach each other and they’re damn weak that it looks like they’re part crawling part walkin….and when finally they both saw each other they ran with thier last breath and hold each other u can actually see how happy they are…its was so saddening when kenshin was lying down on his wife’s lap while his wife is securing him with those soft and warm arms and then…kenshin died…while having a smile…OMG the story got me thinknig bout my own relationship…maybe u think i’m crazy associating a real relationship with an anime episode…for those who watch samurai X : Betrayal u should understand how i feel…and i’m writing this out not so that people can read it i’m writing it out so i can understand what i really want…for a person who have a bad first relatioship that dosen’t even last a week(u’re probally pointing a finger at me and say "u noob")….which the pain last me 3 hard years then only i finally realise that i can somehow counter the pain…yes it got to a point where i feel like life is just meaningless…the way i counter the pain is by playing basketball…and basketball is all i had all those lonely years…since i have no one to love and no one to love me so i just decided to love the game…slowly the pain would have gone but there’s consequences for being like that…its like a curse u might say…i would get less contact with girls cause i just don’t wan the pain to come back so sometimes i may act a lil wierd and will not look at girls at all…nope not even a peek its like they don’t exist at all…that explains why usually i talk to girl i don’t look them at the eyes i’ll just look on the floor or something…those who knows me know this very well….its not like i’m shy around girls its just that i don’t like being around girls…u may call me weird or pathetic but its me…i am what i am…but when i moved to penang i’ll be mostly alone…in school..recess time….no one to hang out with…just sit on the bench by myself almost everyday…but when this girl pass me by…i don’t know why i’ll look at her it usually dosen’t happen that way no matter how pretty the girl is i would just ignore it….but this girl…when i look at her…i feel sort of confused…and i don’t know what drawing me to watch her….the way she talks with her fren….the way she walks….the way she reacts…just by lookin at her i feel i’m not a lonely person anymore….so everyday i would have look at her eventhou she didn’t realise it it don’t matter i’ll always be watching…atleast i’ll be able to smile after lookin at her..just brighten up my day….make me happy for once and thought there’s more to life than basketball…then when finally she ask to meet up and talked in the canteen i was not pretty sure i was in earth i have to recheck weather am i dreamin or the message is from someone else…i usually don’t talk to girls…even thou i did the conversation won’t last more than 1 minute…when inally able to talk to her part of me just feels like floating and yet another part of me feels like freezin….but after a few minutes of talkini realize that i’m quite comfortable talkin to her….i don’t know why…its not the same with other girls…it has never happaned to me b4 u can ask adrian bout it he knows it more than me…..just ask him bout my first relationship and he’ll tell u we sat there for few hours never even talked….(call me stupid if u want i don’t really care) i felt quite comfortable around her it feels like i’m in heaven that why i call her an angel…..an angel from above that has a smile so warm….voice that sings heavenly…and a touch that heals the wounded heart…that angel opens up a boy’s lonely heart and show him love…thought i will never leave her ever cause she is all that i need…i’m sure u boys feel u wanna protect that special girl when u put ur arms around her and never let her go….the same that i felt when i was holding her then slowly the relatioship went pretty well but after a year plus that boy felt that the angel is leaving…and her heart is closing…and time passes real fast…and love began slowly dripping away with tears and sorrow….we don’t see each other much i got work and she got her own ativities and almost only once we went out every month…and that one time i went out with her i just felt she wasn’t the angel that i love anymore…she’s changed…i tried kissing her with all that i’ve got but there’s no feeling at all…there’s no spark…na-da…nothin just a plain pale kiss…u know when u kiss a girl u expect her to reply ur kiss and when she replies it u would expect like u’ll feel she loves u….its just didn’t work….and hugging her also didn’t make me feel any special….maybe its my love towards her thats fading or maybe its her no longer have that angel inside her…i’m confuesed…i was given two options since the relatioship isn’t going well…either i wait and see what happen or just break up…i choose the second option which i regreted but there’s a reason why i choose that option…..first its because that angel no longer brighten my day second its because i’m going somewhere far away to continue my study and out relatioship is going to fade either way so might as well end it earlier and i know she’s going through alot much more pain than i do but i don’t wan to drag this relatioship to an extend that it hurts even more…i made this painful decision so u can love someone else that can be with u(i’m sorry its very hard for me to write this last sentece cause of the tears that keeps on drippin onto my keyboard hope u understand) i don’t really think i can continue so for those of u who met an angel in ur life….keep it…don’t be like me….i let mine go….

Ok if u’re reading this…i suggest u stop here….LOL jokin….got u didn’t i XD (thats just to release some anger so i can continue blogging)

Alright lets start….just yesterday around lunch time hanging out with my dad and his friends…heard them talkin bout this indian mum and her kids got arrested by police and was sent to live in a kampung…whats the reason ? ok the reason of the arrest is that she is islamic and didn’t realise it and she married an indian guy…as for malaysian law if u’re islam u have to marry another islam or have ur partner convert into islam(WTF !?) Her husband probally didn’t so thats why she was in trouble….what a pitty….and yes i’ll have my say to this….Whats wrong with the government ? ok lets not blame the gouverment only lets say malaysia(those who rule malaysia and set those F*king rules/laws)…All along i thought malaysia is a free country apparently its not….DEAL WITH IT !! I get it if government wants to wide spread islamic religion but why mess with the race ? If u’re born a malay u’re islamic for LIFE and u can’t do anything bout it…WFT is with this law ? Do u know in turkey….in chruch they pray in arabic form…which is ok as long as u believe in god and jesus….but look at malaysia today….it seems like they’re forcing people to join islam which TO HELL WITH THAT !! Ok people these are all facts and if u’re wondering why u don’t know bout it cause all these kenot be post in a paper and for the indian mum and her kids story they probally bribe the newpaper company…..they got the power not u….and thx for those who voted for this trouble….u have make malaysia a crappy ass place…a good example would be from a beautiful rose to pile of cow dung/cow patty/cow pie/cow crap/ LOLxx This is for the first time i’m helping those poor malays who dosen’t want to be islam yet forced to be a part of….i feel ur pain…if not i wouldn’t have started this blog….Well the best option is pack ur bags and leave this country and come back every ten years if u may and see what have malaysia become…and don’t forget that our petrol is about to deplete around 2020…hmmm…..wonder what malaysia will make a profit from ? Prostitutes probally….haha toatally pwned…..glad i bloged it out….pls post ur comments or feedback…THX have a nice day

Alright…its 3 in the mornin…YAWN*…i’m waiting for my maplesea to complete its download…looks like forever to me with this shitty connection…sigh*…feelin a lil down and my eye’s still kinda huge so thought of writting a blog while waiting the download to complete or before i hit the sack..anyways..that day i heard from my fren that malaysia is restricting malaysian to go over to places like india and russia for medical course…i was like " Wtf !? Are u serious ? " Thier reason for that restriction is cause not many local wants to study locally here in malaysia…another "Wtf !?" for that…jeez and today i went to this UK educational fair in penang….they have this new program where after u complete ur course they’ll offer u a 2 years job(its in the newspaper go check it out)…what a great idea right ? The reason behind that superb idea its cause the parlimen wants more young smart poeple to stay there…its so smart and yet back here in malaysia we’re restricting people to go get better knowledge in other country when we aren’t that up to the standard…seriously i’m beginning to think weather are they tryin to destroy malaysia…this is just so stupid…no wonder my uncle told me that when i get a job in oversea DUN EVER COME BACK….now i toltally agree to that idea…another silly thing is here in malaysia they’re also banning fast food commercial cause its making malay people fat !? holy fucking shit ass bitchy crap !? U can’t blame people for eating fast food…i mean i eat fast food all the time…but whats up with banning the commercial ? don’t they wanna earn money ? Omg this stupity has infected "SOME" people to an extend that they can’t even tell whats right or wrong…omg…our economy isn’t good at all and they’re making it worst…just look at singapore as an good example….even they’re small yet they’re numorous times much advance than us….and now it seems we’re the same standard as indonesia….what are the politician doing btw i was wondering !? had enough rasuah already ? this place is going down and i ain’t going down with it….for those of u who wants to see the day light again pls make a decision which is wise…if possible stay out of the country…LOL…ROFLMFAO….malaysia is PWNed !! I do believe one more thing…..those who are malays should stay cause u guys benefit here more….i’m not being racist i’m just trying to speak up for some fren…one of them get 11 A’s yet he can’t get a scholarship….and one of the malay get 7 a can get a scholarship….all i can say is tough luck mate….oh….nope…its not luck….its more to racism to me….fuck that….fuck this….fuck all of u…LOL….case close….fuck the country itself….